Saturday, January 31, 2009 Y
Todays ,
I am damn tired .
My mother still call me to wake up .
so tired man .
When we go eat .
My chibye small sister keep on playing .
also dun want to buy thing & eat .
Fuck cock .
She very what sia .
I hate her so much .
She never testing beofre the feeling about hurt & scold in the public .
i hate her so much sia .
Because of her ,
I kena scold at the public .
I wanted to scold her at public.
I scare kena scold by my mother .
I hate her so much .
1 day ,
I were like her testing kena hurt & scold in the public .
Everytime ,
I stand beside my mother ,
She was so extra then come out .
Then i become stand behind .
I hate her .
If she did not born out ,
I were not become like that .
My mother keep on say :
If you want us to care about you ,
Then you change that behavable .
I wanted to say :
When i change my behavable then you were care about me .
I think if she did not born out .
The thing were not become like this .
My behavable were not become like this .
WERE NOT ! WERE NOT ! WERE NOT !
HATE IT ! HATE IT ! HATE IT ! HATE IT ! .
Hate her so much .
I dun want she born out .
But cannot go back .
HATE IT !
Eveytime i kena scold because of her .
if she did not talk ,
NONODY WERE THINKK SHE IS MUTE !
HATE HER ! HATE HER ! HATE HER ! FOREVER ! FOREVER !
& MY FATHER ! HATE THEM ! HATE THEM !
If you want be chicken then go do larhh .
Nobody were stop you .
Want do go do .
Don't Need to call us go do right !
I not stupid at all .
If i am not lazy ,
I can pass alll my subject .
HATE IT !
Maybe i die , nothing were happen !
Why i must born out in this world ?
If i never born out ,
Nothing were come to me .
I really dun know they are my real family anot .
Dun believe , care about me .
Everytime my wish is this all .
Hate it !
Takecaress . >.<
At 6:42 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Friday, January 30, 2009 Y
Todays ,Im sick & tired .But i still go to school . When i reach school . All my classmate complain to me ,That the stupid blacky call them to stay back .1 of my classmate ,In the morning ,Scold me because he say what i keep on talking to bellerina . Then i was damn angry ,I just walking aways Because i really got talk to bellerina .I just dun care him can liao . The person is hafiz .
When recces time ,
I was damn alone ,
Because enting did not come .
The class today was damn quite
I also dun know why .
Ridzwan ,
I finally can see you .
Love you forever .
Takecares my friend .
Be quite again .
When school reopen .
Haha .
At 5:39 AM,
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Sunday, January 25, 2009 Y
Todays ,Is damn tired .Because need to wake up so early . & celebrating chinese new year with my faather & mother bro .Lol . Need to say the lucky word ,Then can get hang bao .Haha .But is very fun ,Because Our father brother daughter play with us .They come become so tall & pretty .Haha . Gong Xi Fa Cai ! Happy Chinese New year !In the Tv got so many show .When i boring i can go watch .But dun have feilunhai .Because I saw 1 show got feilunhai .But i over slept .Sad .I can't see feilunhai .Fahrenheit Feilunhai ,I over here wish you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !GONG XI FA CAI !Hope you can come out more ablums . Become more handsome & cute .Love feilunhai .Maybe i letting you go ,But still keeping in my heart that i still love you .I were always keep in my heart that we inthat happy time ,When we together .Love you .I over here wish all my friend :
GONG XI FA CAI ! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
Takecaress .
At 2:58 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Friday, January 23, 2009 Y
Todays ,I can't sleep man . Then very early wake up . When we reach school ,I go class do the fashion show thing .Do until every ugly . Then got alot handsome boy .the stupid mrs tan ,Go scold me .Fuck .Got so many handsome .When after school ,We go EHUB play .Then hykeil keep on calling me .hykeil still tell noor ridzwan that i go white sand . But i did not go .Haha .He keep on say I Love you to me sia !I also dun know what to say to him .Then we buy the friendship phone thing .bellerina & janet same .I & meihua Same .Justin a lonely .We wawnted to buy 4 same de.But dun have . All partern only got 2 each .So we buy 2 same , 2 same ,1 same .But all not same.When i go home ,Hazrin keep on call me .& call me too accept hykeil . But i dun know who i like man . Then noor ridzwan send message to me .& say ;he fall down at the MRT station there .but why must tell me ?i told we break Bro & sis Ship ?Sian . He say he doing x-ray now .Noor ridzwan , Do you thinkk i want to lett you go . & accept hykeil ?I really dun wan to leave you sia .I miss you & i love you .How is your leg man ?i really dun want to break with you the bro& sis ship sia .Takecaress .
At 4:14 AM,
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009 Y
Today , danm it boring .nothing to do de .the teacher keep on nagging . Sian ,until i want to sleep danm boring de . sian .today only like this .Maybe i letting you go ,
Is better .
But i still love youTakecaress .
At 7:23 PM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Saturday, January 17, 2009 Y
Todays . I watching Mysterious Incredible Terminator .Danmt scare .guigui & arron finally together .& guigui finally find her own family .Haha .Gratx .This show rox .I love it so much ....Haha .Finally ,All Episode out .Haha .Hykeil keep on talking to me . Then i keep on telling him brb .Haha .Maybe i letting you go ,Is correct .I letting you go ,Mean i still love you .Maybe you must go find your Mrs RIGHT .& i must go find My MR RIGHT
At 3:32 AM,
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Friday, January 16, 2009 Y
Today . Im tired man .I overslept .Then i faster go bath & do my thing .Faster call my sis . & rushing to inter-change .i reaching school like about 7+ .Im scare when i still in bus .Because i told i were late .So scare . Then suddenly the bus drive very faster .So i reach there 7+ .Haha .Im not late .When i reach there , I first see the classroom .They decorated until like girl room .Is very nice .About infont nothing .Lol .Love you .
sunday & saturdays again .
I can't see you .
So man .
I love you . noor ridzwan .
Mucakksss .
N
NO
NOO
NOOR
NOOR R
NOOR RI
NOOR RID
NOOR RIDZ
NOOR RIDZW
NOOR RIDZWA
NOOR RIDZWAN !
Mucakks .
I love you ..
You are damn cute .
When you wear the npcc hat .
Cute man .
Takecaress .
At 3:37 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Thursday, January 15, 2009 Y
Today ,In the morning .My gastric come again .When i reach school ,My friend keep on asking why i did not come .Then mr sulaimin ,Ask me 'you okayy 'Then i say okayy .Hahaa .Noor ridzwan ,
I miss you so much .
In the morning ,
I saw you ,
I was so happy .
But you did not talk to me .
I also dun know what i did wrong .
Hope you can talk to me again .
I love you .
8 letter , 3 word , 1 meaning .
Takecaress .
At 12:44 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 Y
Today ,Im sick . My stomach very pain . Then my mother bring me go see doctor . After we seeing doctor ,We go eat & buy thing .
Then hykeil call me .After Noor ridzwan call me .They ask me"Why i did not go school "?I say ' stomach pain 'Hykeil say 'Oh'Noor ridzwan say 'I skip school , he want go tell teacher '.I say 'lame , i got mc . see teacher listen to who lorhh 'Noor ridzwan say ' Whatever ' .Lol .Noor ridzwan , I miss you so much .
Today did not see you .
So sad sia .
I so no mood to eat .
Love you forever .Takecaress .
At 11:41 PM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Friday, January 9, 2009 Y
Today ,So boring nothing to do .So i use computer .Watching th 霹靂MIT .M=MysteriousI=IncredibleT=Terminator .MIT=神秘 难以置信 终结者Inside got :炎亞綸 詹士德 ID : 007鬼鬼 李晓星 ID :天魔星小鬼 黃輝宏 ID : 747陸廷威 錢富豪 ID : 187范瑋琪 Cherry老師霹靂MIT Rox man .很可怕 .But rox .Feilunhai rox man .霹靂MIT every week only come out 1 ep .Sian . Rox man .Noor ridzwan ,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH & LOVE YOU !
LOVE YOU FOREVER ! .
MCUAKSS ! .
D:
I thinkk you got girlfriend liao but nvr mind .
I letting you go ,
Mean i still love you so much .
Hope you can find another girlfriend .
Jie wish you HAve A NICE DAY !Takecaresss .
At 11:20 PM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Today , Is boring man .Sux sia today .Bag also so heavy .I wear girl guides half uniform to school .Then the stuoid teacher say what ,Cannot wear half uniform .That time he say can . Now say cannot . Fuck .Then flag raising ,Teacher say can .So i now din't know can or cannot sia .Fck .So Boring ...The teacher fuck off .Girl Guides time .So boring .We play games . So happy .But abit boring .But i miss him so much .
NOOR RIDZWANN .....
I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU SO MUCH !
Why did not go cca sia ?
Then i can see youu ....
Hahaa ..
LOVE YOU !
MUCAKSSS .
Takecaress D:
At 6:03 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Thursday, January 8, 2009 Y
Today ,Start school 4th .So sian . The new teacher keep on call us to say out our name .So sian .Bag so heavy .Call us to bring this bring that .Also can not put at school . Sian .English teacher keep on scold .Now , Study no fun de .SO SIAN .When we go home ,Dahliana seat up ,I seat down .Then upstair got alot handsome boy sia ...Cannot see them clearly .So sad ...I wish can see them again ..Haha ..I hope it .Today .
When i go home
Got people ask me for stead .
Then i say i dun know .
Because i dun know what to say .
HAha .
Then i say ltr break dun know who heart pain .
He say ,
I were not break with you .
But i so scare sia .
Really or lie .
So i say see first bah .
Haha .
Takecareee ....Love you sister & friend .
At 12:34 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 Y
Today ,
I did not go school .
Because i not feeling well .
Stay at home ;
So boring .
Nothing to do .
Only can play computer .
Never mind .
Still got computer .
But i feel that at home ,
Not only got me ,
Still got other people .
In the morning .
My family all go out .
Only me at home .
But i feeling at no only me at home .
Still got other people .
I so scare .
So i dun thinkk about it .I let you go , mean i love you .
I love you .
8 letters , 3 word , 1 meaning .
I love you .
&
I miss you ! Baby
At 2:13 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Sunday, January 4, 2009 Y
Today ,In the morning ,Im so tired ,Because i did not sleep well .After i finish doing my thing ,We go take bus to tampines inter-change .To buy Bread for molly aunty . After that ,We go take bus number 81 .After that , Amin & hykeil & Bellerina come up . Then my mother grt down .I was seating with bellerina .When we reach ,We walk faster then th boy .After that ,We go canteen find po tai they all .When th lessons started ,We talk about Last year what we learn . After that ,We study ,Singapore got what kind of bar .Gort : Mini-bar .Sport bar .Pool bar .Coffee bar .Beach bar .Wine bar .(chocolate bar ) .When we finish ,Our teacher keep on talking .Until we all want to sleep .When he finish talk ,We all so happy . & faster take our bag .When we reach th bus stop ,Me & bellerina saw a handsome boy .So handsome .But i don't like it .HAHA .Because he were not like me .I thinkk he were like bellerina .Takecaress .
At 10:20 PM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Todae ,
Im so sian .
Nothing to do .
After i finish bath ,
I go out w my mother .
Go out buy thing .
When we come back .
We watching tv until 6.59 .
After that ,
Mummy want to go out , But dun wan bring us go .Sian .Then i want use computer ,My elder sister using the computer ,Then my small sister want use this computer .So sian ,Cannot use this , Cannot use that .Why cannot bring us go sia .
I don't know what she do outside .
BUt i till want to care!
I want to follow ,
But she dun let .
Why cannot sia ?
Sia ,
Bring me go there see see nia .
At home ,
This cannot do ,
That cannot do .
What thing can sia ?
So sian .
I hate it .
Like outside do something cannot like us see .
With molly aunty .
Say to us ,
What go meeting .
Just cannot say go out play mah .?
We so let de mah .
Talk to us so firece .
Say what .
If you want go ,
Then - your pocket money .
&
Cannot use computer.
Sian .
Just want to go cannot mah .
Need to say until like that mah.
I want care about you ,
But you don't let .
If people don't care about yu ,
Then you say we did not care about you .
Sin larhh .
Nxt time ,
I don't want care liao .
Takecaress .
At 2:55 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Saturday, January 3, 2009 Y
Todays ,
I very late wake up .
Then when i wake up ,
I saw grandfather at our home liao .
After that ,
He go out Ahhui work .
Then i using my computer .
Until 6pm ,
My mummy is angry with me ,
Because she call me sweap the floor .
I don't want .
Keep on nagg .
Until daddy come back ,
She complain everything to him .
Then i kena scold .
Sian .
I feel want to tell me 'SORRY' de .
But i don't dare .
When we eating ,
Only me & my sister eat .
Mummy did not eat .
I want to give her eat ,
Then i go cook noodles to eat .
But i don't to dare tell ,
Because she angry with me .
I scare later she more angry .
Sian .
Now mummy is hungry ,
But i don't know what to do .
I feel like cooking thing to like mummy eat .
Sian .
When i Sec 3 ,
I go to find a job to do .
Then pay all th thing & school fee .
Now my last year ,
School Fee haven't pay finish yet .
Still need $260 .
But ii know wheree to make so much money .
I want to work until alot money to pay my school fee .
Then th rest give mummy buy thing .....
Sian ,
What job is 1 hour $5 de.
Only give fly mah ??
Sian ..
TAkecaree . -
At 3:32 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !
Friday, January 2, 2009 Y
Today ,School Started . So tired until my neckalce pain . I finish do all my thing .Then ii go downstair meet meihua .When i reach already 6.50 am ,Then we wait for shuhui to come ,Then she go with janet ,Then we go find weiliang .After that , We go hall but so boring .Listen to th teacher talking th rules .So boring . When we go back to th class room , Teacher make th siting place , Keep on changing place ,Then ii now sit beside shaffy .Then we choose our duty , I dun wan do any duty but thy choose me do th secretary.I forgot liao . After school ,Hykeil ask me :I sit with bellerina uu jealous ??I say : Where got ??Is you jealous bah .Hykeil say : Whatever . I say : lol .Hykeil say :I really like you uu know .I thinkk uu dun know bah .I say : Are you asking or scold me ??don't need talk to firece right .Hykeil say : I told is another girl . I say : Lol , my phone no money .I using thaqifah phone .Hykeil say : LOL , okay okay . Neveermind . Takecaress D: HAve fun D:
At 12:48 AM,
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Thursday, January 1, 2009 Y
Todae , So tired ! 7pm need to wake up ,To go temple . The thing make until my eye very pain .Sian . So many people go there . Tmr , Grt school liao .Need wake up so early . Haha D:Good Luck My friend !Adult & Students Good luck !In your work & study !Hope you all have fun in 2009 !Happy New Year ! Today who today birthday , I wiah you Happy Birthdays & all your wish come true . D;Takecaress ,All my friend !
At 2:17 AM,
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