Todays ,
I am damn tired .
My mother still call me to wake up .
so tired man .

When we go eat .
My chibye small sister keep on playing .
also dun want to buy thing & eat .
Fuck cock .
She very what sia .
I hate her so much .
She never testing beofre the feeling about hurt & scold in the public .
i hate her so much sia .
Because of her ,
I kena scold at the public .
I wanted to scold her at public.
I scare kena scold by my mother .
I hate her so much .
1 day ,
I were like her testing kena hurt & scold in the public .
Everytime ,
I stand beside my mother ,
She was so extra then come out .
Then i become stand behind .
I hate her .
If she did not born out ,
I were not become like that .
My mother keep on say :
If you want us to care about you ,
Then you change that behavable .
I wanted to say :
When i change my behavable then you were care about me .
I think if she did not born out .
The thing were not become like this .
My behavable were not become like this .
WERE NOT ! WERE NOT ! WERE NOT !
HATE IT ! HATE IT ! HATE IT ! HATE IT ! .
Hate her so much .
I dun want she born out .
But cannot go back .
HATE IT !
Eveytime i kena scold because of her .
if she did not talk ,
NONODY WERE THINKK SHE IS MUTE !
HATE HER ! HATE HER ! HATE HER ! FOREVER ! FOREVER !
& MY FATHER ! HATE THEM ! HATE THEM !
If you want be chicken then go do larhh .
Nobody were stop you .
Want do go do .
Don't Need to call us go do right !
I not stupid at all .
If i am not lazy ,
I can pass alll my subject .
HATE IT !




Maybe i die , nothing were happen !
Why i must born out in this world ?
If i never born out ,
Nothing were come to me .
I really dun know they are my real family anot .
Dun believe , care about me .
Everytime my wish is this all .
Hate it !


Takecaress . >.<

Todays ,
Im sick & tired .
But i still go to school .
When i reach school .
All my classmate complain to me ,
That the stupid blacky call them to stay back .
1 of my classmate ,
In the morning ,
Scold me because he say what i keep on talking to bellerina .
Then i was damn angry ,
I just walking aways
Because i really got talk to bellerina .
I just dun care him can liao .
The person is hafiz .


When recces time ,
I was damn alone ,
Because enting did not come .
The class today was damn quite
I also dun know why .


Ridzwan ,
I finally can see you .
Love you forever .


Takecares my friend .
Be quite again .
When school reopen .
Haha .

Todays ,
Is damn tired .
Because need to wake up so early .
& celebrating chinese new year with my faather & mother bro .
Lol .
Need to say the lucky word ,
Then can get hang bao .
Haha .
But is very fun ,
Because Our father brother daughter play with us .
They come become so tall & pretty .
Haha .
Gong Xi Fa Cai !
Happy Chinese New year !
In the Tv got so many show .
When i boring i can go watch .
But dun have feilunhai .
Because I saw 1 show got feilunhai .
But i over slept .
Sad .
I can't see feilunhai .

Fahrenheit Feilunhai ,
I over here wish you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
GONG XI FA CAI !
Hope you can come out more ablums .
Become more handsome & cute .
Love feilunhai .



Maybe i letting you go ,
But still keeping in my heart that i still love you .
I were always keep in my heart that we in
that happy time ,
When we together .
Love you .

I over here wish all my friend :
GONG XI FA CAI ! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

Takecaress .

At 2:58 AM,
Th'lonely girl story !

Todays ,
I can't sleep man .
Then very early wake up .
When we reach school ,
I go class do the fashion show thing .
Do until every ugly .
Then got alot handsome boy .
the stupid mrs tan ,
Go scold me .
Fuck .
Got so many handsome .

When after school ,
We go EHUB play .
Then hykeil keep on calling me .
hykeil still tell noor ridzwan that i go white sand .
But i did not go .
Haha .
He keep on say I Love you to me sia !
I also dun know what to say to him .
Then we buy the friendship phone thing .
bellerina & janet same .
I & meihua Same .
Justin a lonely .
We wawnted to buy 4 same de.
But dun have .
All partern only got 2 each .
So we buy 2 same ,
2 same ,
1 same .
But all not same.

When i go home ,
Hazrin keep on call me .
& call me too accept hykeil .
But i dun know who i like man .
Then noor ridzwan send message to me .
& say ;
he fall down at the MRT station there .
but why must tell me ?
i told we break Bro & sis Ship ?
Sian .
He say he doing x-ray now .




Noor ridzwan ,
Do you thinkk i want to lett you go .
& accept hykeil ?
I really dun wan to leave you sia .
I miss you & i love you .
How is your leg man ?
i really dun want to break with you the bro& sis ship sia .

Takecaress .

Today ,
danm it boring .
nothing to do de .
the teacher keep on nagging .
Sian ,
until i want to sleep danm boring de .
sian .
today only like this .

Maybe i letting you go ,
Is better .
But i still love you

Takecaress .

Todays .
I watching Mysterious Incredible Terminator .
Danmt scare .
guigui & arron finally together .
& guigui finally find her own family .
Haha .
Gratx .
This show rox .
I love it so much ....
Haha .
Finally ,
All Episode out .
Haha .
Hykeil keep on talking to me .
Then i keep on telling him brb .
Haha .


Maybe i letting you go ,
Is correct .
I letting you go ,
Mean i still love you .
Maybe you must go find your Mrs RIGHT .
& i must go find My MR RIGHT

Today .
Im tired man .
I overslept .
Then i faster go bath & do my thing .
Faster call my sis .
& rushing to inter-change .
i reaching school like about 7+ .
Im scare when i still in bus .
Because i told i were late .
So scare .
Then suddenly the bus drive very faster .
So i reach there 7+ .
Haha .
Im not late .
When i reach there ,
I first see the classroom .
They decorated until like girl room .
Is very nice .
About infont nothing .
Lol .



Love you .
sunday & saturdays again .
I can't see you .
So man .
I love you . noor ridzwan .
Mucakksss .
N
NO
NOO
NOOR
NOOR R
NOOR RI
NOOR RID
NOOR RIDZ
NOOR RIDZW
NOOR RIDZWA
NOOR RIDZWAN !
Mucakks .
I love you ..
You are damn cute .
When you wear the npcc hat .
Cute man .


Takecaress .

Today ,
In the morning .
My gastric come again .
When i reach school ,
My friend keep on asking why i did not come .
Then mr sulaimin ,
Ask me 'you okayy '
Then i say okayy .
Hahaa .


Noor ridzwan ,
I miss you so much .
In the morning ,
I saw you ,
I was so happy .
But you did not talk to me .
I also dun know what i did wrong .
Hope you can talk to me again .
I love you .
8 letter , 3 word , 1 meaning .


Takecaress .

Today ,
Im sick .
My stomach very pain .
Then my mother bring me go see doctor .
After we seeing doctor ,
We go eat & buy thing .



Then hykeil call me .
After Noor ridzwan call me .
They ask me"Why i did not go school "?
I say ' stomach pain '
Hykeil say 'Oh'
Noor ridzwan say 'I skip school , he want go tell teacher '.
I say 'lame , i got mc . see teacher listen to who lorhh '
Noor ridzwan say ' Whatever ' .
Lol .


Noor ridzwan , I miss you so much .
Today did not see you .
So sad sia .
I so no mood to eat .
Love you forever .

Takecaress .

Today ,
So boring nothing to do .
So i use computer .
Watching th 霹靂MIT .
M=Mysterious
I=Incredible
T=Terminator .
MIT=神秘 难以置信 终结者
Inside got :
炎亞綸 詹士德 ID : 007
鬼鬼 李晓星 ID :天魔星
小鬼 黃輝宏 ID : 747
陸廷威 錢富豪 ID : 187
范瑋琪 Cherry老師
霹靂MIT Rox man .
很可怕 .
But rox .
Feilunhai rox man .
霹靂MIT every week only come out 1 ep .
Sian .
Rox man .


Noor ridzwan ,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH & LOVE YOU !
LOVE YOU FOREVER ! .
MCUAKSS ! .
D:
I thinkk you got girlfriend liao but nvr mind .
I letting you go ,
Mean i still love you so much .
Hope you can find another girlfriend .
Jie wish you HAve A NICE DAY !


Takecaresss .

Today ,
Is boring man .
Sux sia today .
Bag also so heavy .
I wear girl guides half uniform to school .
Then the stuoid teacher say what ,
Cannot wear half uniform .
That time he say can .
Now say cannot .
Fuck .
Then flag raising ,
Teacher say can .
So i now din't know can or cannot sia .
Fck .
So Boring ...
The teacher fuck off .



Girl Guides time .
So boring .
We play games .
So happy .
But abit boring .


But i miss him so much .
NOOR RIDZWANN .....
I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU SO MUCH !
Why did not go cca sia ?
Then i can see youu ....
Hahaa ..
LOVE YOU !
MUCAKSSS .


Takecaress D:

Today ,
Start school 4th .
So sian .
The new teacher keep on call us to say out our name .
So sian .
Bag so heavy .
Call us to bring this bring that .
Also can not put at school .
Sian .
English teacher keep on scold .
Now ,
Study no fun de .
SO SIAN .
When we go home ,
Dahliana seat up ,
I seat down .
Then upstair got alot handsome boy sia ...
Cannot see them clearly .
So sad ...
I wish can see them again ..
Haha ..
I hope it .


Today .
When i go home
Got people ask me for stead .
Then i say i dun know .
Because i dun know what to say .
HAha .
Then i say ltr break dun know who heart pain .
He say ,
I were not break with you .
But i so scare sia .
Really or lie .
So i say see first bah .
Haha .

Takecareee ....
Love you sister & friend .

Today ,
I did not go school .
Because i not feeling well .
Stay at home ;
So boring .
Nothing to do .
Only can play computer .
Never mind .
Still got computer .
But i feel that at home ,
Not only got me ,
Still got other people .
In the morning .
My family all go out .
Only me at home .
But i feeling at no only me at home .
Still got other people .
I so scare .
So i dun thinkk about it .



I let you go , mean i love you .
I love you .
8 letters , 3 word , 1 meaning .
I love you .
&
I miss you ! Baby

Today ,
In the morning ,
Im so tired ,
Because i did not sleep well .
After i finish doing my thing ,
We go take bus to tampines inter-change .
To buy Bread for molly aunty .
After that ,
We go take bus number 81 .
After that ,
Amin & hykeil & Bellerina come up .
Then my mother grt down .
I was seating with bellerina .
When we reach ,
We walk faster then th boy .
After that ,
We go canteen find po tai they all .
When th lessons started ,
We talk about Last year what we learn .
After that ,
We study ,
Singapore got what kind of bar .
Gort :
Mini-bar .
Sport bar .
Pool bar .
Coffee bar .
Beach bar .
Wine bar .
(chocolate bar ) .


When we finish ,
Our teacher keep on talking .
Until we all want to sleep .
When he finish talk ,
We all so happy .
& faster take our bag .
When we reach th bus stop ,
Me & bellerina saw a handsome boy .
So handsome .
But i don't like it .
HAHA .
Because he were not like me .
I thinkk he were like bellerina .


Takecaress .

Todae ,
Im so sian .
Nothing to do .
After i finish bath ,
I go out w my mother .
Go out buy thing .
When we come back .
We watching tv until 6.59 .
After that ,
Mummy want to go out ,
But dun wan bring us go .
Sian .
Then i want use computer ,
My elder sister using the computer ,
Then my small sister want use this computer .
So sian ,
Cannot use this ,
Cannot use that .




Why cannot bring us go sia .
I don't know what she do outside .
BUt i till want to care!
I want to follow ,
But she dun let .
Why cannot sia ?
Sia ,
Bring me go there see see nia .
At home ,
This cannot do ,
That cannot do .
What thing can sia ?
So sian .
I hate it .
Like outside do something cannot like us see .
With molly aunty .
Say to us ,
What go meeting .
Just cannot say go out play mah .?
We so let de mah .
Talk to us so firece .
Say what .
If you want go ,
Then - your pocket money .
&
Cannot use computer.
Sian .
Just want to go cannot mah .
Need to say until like that mah.
I want care about you ,
But you don't let .
If people don't care about yu ,
Then you say we did not care about you .
Sin larhh .
Nxt time ,
I don't want care liao .






Takecaress .

Todays ,
I very late wake up .
Then when i wake up ,
I saw grandfather at our home liao .
After that ,
He go out Ahhui work .
Then i using my computer .
Until 6pm ,
My mummy is angry with me ,
Because she call me sweap the floor .
I don't want .
Keep on nagg .



Until daddy come back ,
She complain everything to him .
Then i kena scold .
Sian .
I feel want to tell me 'SORRY' de .
But i don't dare .
When we eating ,
Only me & my sister eat .
Mummy did not eat .
I want to give her eat ,
Then i go cook noodles to eat .
But i don't to dare tell ,
Because she angry with me .
I scare later she more angry .
Sian .
Now mummy is hungry ,
But i don't know what to do .
I feel like cooking thing to like mummy eat .
Sian .




When i Sec 3 ,
I go to find a job to do .
Then pay all th thing & school fee .
Now my last year ,
School Fee haven't pay finish yet .
Still need $260 .
But ii know wheree to make so much money .
I want to work until alot money to pay my school fee .
Then th rest give mummy buy thing .....
Sian ,
What job is 1 hour $5 de.
Only give fly mah ??
Sian ..



TAkecaree . -

Today ,
School Started .
So tired until my neckalce pain .
I finish do all my thing .
Then ii go downstair meet meihua .
When i reach already 6.50 am ,
Then we wait for shuhui to come ,
Then she go with janet ,
Then we go find weiliang .
After that ,
We go hall but so boring .
Listen to th teacher talking th rules .
So boring .
When we go back to th class room ,
Teacher make th siting place ,
Keep on changing place ,
Then ii now sit beside shaffy .
Then we choose our duty ,
I dun wan do any duty but thy choose me do th secretary.
I forgot liao .




After school ,
Hykeil ask me :
I sit with bellerina uu jealous ??
I say :
Where got ??Is you jealous bah .
Hykeil say :
Whatever .
I say :
lol .
Hykeil say :
I really like you uu know .
I thinkk uu dun know bah .
I say :
Are you asking or scold me ??
don't need talk to firece right .
Hykeil say :
I told is another girl .
I say :
Lol , my phone no money .
I using thaqifah phone .
Hykeil say :
LOL , okay okay .
Neveermind .




Takecaress D:
HAve fun D:

Todae ,
So tired !
7pm need to wake up ,
To go temple .
The thing make until my eye very pain .
Sian .
So many people go there .
Tmr ,
Grt school liao .
Need wake up so early .
Haha D:




Good Luck My friend !
Adult & Students Good luck !
In your work & study !
Hope you all have fun in 2009 !
Happy New Year !
Today who today birthday ,
I wiah you Happy Birthdays & all your wish come true .
D;


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All my friend !

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Telok kurau Secondary,
13teens, 16l294.
傻瓜我们都一样被家人伤了又伤，
我样一个傻瓜一又一被家人伤害！
一只被他们骂和欺负 。没有原因！
谁能救我 ，出去这个家？
我不想留家这个家！
这些人很讨人厌！
♥ FEILUNHAI ON STAGE.





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Memorable Birthday.
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Rebonding.
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天空突然灰了 压向肩头
你给的出路 我还不想走
躺下看乌云 难捉摸的形状
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oh baby 倔强到最后
变成阵风 各奔西东

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌
我相信天空一定也很痛
雨是眼泪 很想坠落
可惜地上 挤满笑容 哪里有空

天空像累了 沉睡在心中
谁再仰望都无动于衷
每一朵乌云 原来是什么颜色
为了谁而不同 我们可不可以
oh~baby 不要倔强不放手 学会宽容

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌
我相信天空一定也很痛
雨是眼泪 怎么坠落
有谁会懂Oh~谁会让它停留 Oh my baby

来一场暴雨 把我卷走 有没有用

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌
却不敢放肆挥霍 这点痛
雨是眼泪 很怕天空
一无所有

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我知道天空只剩这点痛
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